Learning ToTrust

I have been sick for about 7 months now. Still trying to get to the bottom of everything and I have very little answers so far but through it all God has shown me he is with me and to tust him. Not the trust where you say it and believe it but really really trusting him with all I am and all I have. With all my heart. To know deep down he is in control of everything. I have seen him move in so many small ways in the 7 months. I'm getting married in July next year and he is even planning that. Will tell that story another day! :) I believe he can move in the big things 2. Sometimes not straight away but he has a plan and he will never leave you or let harm come to you!. He reminded me of Psalm 91 last night and i just want to share it. Its so beautiful and its shows what an amazing God we have. Who cares so much for us! 

Psalm 91

God Our Protector

  
    Whoever goes to the Lord for safety,
      whoever remains under the protection of the Almighty,
 ² can say to him,
     
         You are my defender and protector.
      You are my God; in you I trust.
  
 ³ He will keep you safe from all hidden dangers
      and from all deadly diseases.
 ⁴ He will cover you with his wings;
      you will be safe in his care;
      his faithfulness will protect and defend you.
 ⁵ You need not fear any dangers at night
      or sudden attacks during the day
    ⁶ or the plagues that strike in the dark
      or the evils that kill in daylight.

 ⁷ A thousand may fall dead beside you,
      ten thousand all around you,
      but you will not be harmed.
 ⁸ You will look and see
      how the wicked are punished.

 ⁹ You have made the Lord your^[a] defender,
      the Most High your protector,
 ¹⁰ and so no disaster will strike you,
      no violence will come near your home.
 ^{11 (A)}God will put his angels in charge of you
      to protect you wherever you go.
 ^{12 (B)}They will hold you up with their hands
      to keep you from hurting your feet on the stones.
 ^{13 (C)}You will trample down lions and snakes,
      fierce lions and poisonous snakes.

 ¹⁴ God says,
         I will save those who love me
      and will protect those who acknowledge me as Lord.
 ¹⁵ When they call to me, I will answer them;
      when they are in trouble, I will be with them.
      I will rescue them and honor them.
 ¹⁶ I will reward them with long life;
      I will save them.